I'm just so obsessed... and its so much easier to focus on that than the fact that i cannot change anything else that is going on. I feel a slight rift growing, but i am trying not to be concerned about it. at least i didn't do anything "wrong" today.
Its just so easy to put all of my eggs in one basket-
to get so excited and then inevitably, it falls apart.
got let down tonight, in more ways than one.
went out for fast food as a result- the food never left the establishment.
afterwards, i got on my feet.
but now the buzzards are circling again- urging, pushing.
quite hard to ignore.
maybe tomorrow-
but sometimes there seems so much to do.. can't afford to be that tired...
such a headache.
damn my stubbornness!
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