Tuesday, February 3, 2009

summertime

i wish i could be childlike in my enthusiasm for nourishment....
hitting my 10 year anniversary soon- not that it is something to be proud of.
i wish i could live at my summerhouse...
everything is so much simpler there.
i'd live in a house... be by the water...
as much as i love hustle and bustle i love the simplicity out there as well...
i want to be somewhere else
i don't want to be the way i am
but i am unable to change it at the moment
i do not have the patience
i need my crutches
i cant do it just yet
i feel the need to apologize
to everyone,
to myself.
i'm sorry.

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