Saturday, October 24, 2009

i am so stupid.


i am incredibly naive, and inevitably stupid- how unfortunate.
i knew it. i knew it i knew it i knew it!!!
at least i didn't say anything...

He is an idiot. he is the incredibly stupid one.
and i am a fool.
i am a fool for expecting more.
and not even that much, mind you.
no demands, no commitments.
nevertheless, it backfired.
which is why i am stupid.

stupid for expecting more.
stupid for wanting more.

what truly pisses me off is that I wasn't demanding.

and this is why i don't talk to people.
serves me right.

I was so fucking careful, so guarded.
and look what it gets me.
a faulty text message? true?
idk....


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
FUCK.