Thursday, February 19, 2009

Rough Thursday

All i did today was watch tv, work a bit, and b*p- very productive!
not.
it wasn't really entirely intentional, but that doesn't mean it didn't happen.
conclusion: i need a f/t job to keep me occupied.
any suggestions?

i get all sorts of project ideas while i'm out,
but the minute i return home, i'm stuck, somehow distracted or blocked for one reason or another.
and i don't know how to break the cycle.

i hate myself afterwards, for breaking down.
i feel guilty, sneaky, ashamed.
but apparently not enough.

10 years this week. oh joy.

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