It has not been a successful week.
To have my schedule would be most peoples' dream,
but sometimes it proves to be more than detrimental, the flexibility.
And almost, if not every day, i've screwed up.
Up up up it goes, which is slightly scary
(and slightly ridiculous says my logical side)
but what else happens when I'm scared?
tahdah!
Doesn't make it hard to be able to sleep all day...

i've just lost my focus lately...
and have proven to be all frickin over the place.
tis not a good thing.
hopefully nothing is known.
but its not a good thing.